Sunday, October 11, 2009

想说

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第一次以个人的名义在别人的博客上留文。
感觉有点奇怪。因为毕竟不是自己的博客。
很多事情想说,可是又需要有很多的顾及,最后还是选择简单的记叙。
来创造在C的博客上的第一篇以中文书写的博文。

生活在长冈的他因为要参加马来西亚大使馆的活动而来到我这。
毕竟大家都是马来西亚人,能帮上忙的我当然是义不容辞的。
孤身从新潟来到东京,又要找饭店下榻,觉得还是挺麻烦的一件事情的。
虽然我家离大使馆还挺远的。我还是把他留在我家。
这几天与他一同到东京去逛,也逛了很多我没有去过的地方,真的觉得挺有趣的。
只不过是2个大男生,能够去逛啥呢?
还不是去看看电器,展览会之类的。
还有去逛了一下台场,一个日本有名的填海区,确实是一个挺漂亮的城市。。。。
一些无聊的前言,还是到这好了。
就主要在说说为什么我会为他写文。
想说,其实秋天已经悄悄地来到我的身边。
一个人的日子再加上渐渐寒冷的天气,想必对孤身奋战的人来说,
即使是18度的气温,感觉的一定比18度来的还要冷。
因为离乡背井的感觉真的不好受。
在与他的交谈之中,我觉得他好是一个挺幸福也挺感性的人。
一个是英校生一个是华校生,存在在我们之间最大的问题想必就是沟通。
他是一个在福建话环境长大的小朋友。
而我是在一个华语环境下长大的人。
要怎样沟通呢??
同样是马来西亚人的我们却要用日语交谈。
晕了。
其实想说的东西真的好像一匹布那么长,
可是在一时之间要写出那么多的故事,确实是挺辛苦的。
想想,他来这已经3天了,时间总是那么快地溜走。
疯癫了3天,依偎了四天。
要离别的终究还是会离别。
也不是说我不舍得他,也不是说我舍得他。
只是4天里有一个商量的对象,说话的对象,
有点让我觉得我可以暂时告别孤身奋战。
变成并肩作战。
风走了,夜黑了。
一个短暂刺激的东京之旅,将在千原车站写下一个句号。
我往后走,他将奔向月台。
回到自己原来的岗位,再次为自己的梦想而继续努力。
为自己的那一片天粉上蔚蓝的色彩。
101号房间又即将会回到一个安静的空间。
荡漾在里头的笑声,将伴随着一分一秒,渐渐地走向无声。

朋友,加油。
给你一个隐形的拥抱。
给你加油给你勇气。来继续面对未知的未来。

WinD

19 comments:

Cieri said...

oooooo

now I understand how do you feel when I wrote one of my entries in kelantanese...

ns29 said...

i thought going to wrong blog as well lol
eh..
btw this post nice leh
i like it

calvin said...

cieri:
haha, test me with a kelantanese entry. i will try my best lol =P

calvin said...

@ ns29:
haha, i'd expected that.
opting for something different once in a while ;)

MichelleG said...

did u write this???? anyway i feel like this @.@

DONT UNDERSTAND!!!!! wakarimasennnnnn =(

i should write te reo hmph...

KOKahKOK said...

horrray... it wil lbe perfect if you wrote this... i was like...har? calvin use google translator for this must be...but after reading... it is not... cos the way he/she wrote is....quite "chinese"

Zzzyun said...

great post! i feel the same way too sometimes..

isnt it lonely to be alone in a foreign country fighting for ur dream? =/

anyway jiayou to all of us k!!

lyk said...

i thought u are using google translator at 1st...
very nice written:-)

Innocent^^Guy said...

ei...u confirm u can understand what you just post?

kae vin said...

好感性哦~

离乡背井总是比别人有那么多一点点的权利来感叹人生 :P

哈哈。他的华语应该还好吧。至少基本的都会。上次有跟过他聊聊几句。

calvin said...

@ michelleg:
nope, i made my friend to guest-blog in my blog.
don't worry, the translated version is on the way :)

kei te aroha au i a koe <3

calvin said...

@ kokahkok:
no, i think most people had misunderstood that this entry was written by me. it wasn't me who wrote this, my friend just became a guest blogger here :)

calvin said...

@ zzzyun:
you gotta tell that to him hehe xD
we all will do it and all the best to everyone too! =)

calvin said...

@ lyk:
no way google translator is this good haha!

calvin said...

@ innocent^^guy:
this is not from me. i wonder why almost everyone thought i wrote this piece of entry @.@

anyway, what i am sure is you don't understand it, right? xD

calvin said...

@ kae vin:
当然我的华语还好!

xD

WinD said...

I tried to write in english and here is the english version.

I Wanna Say

This is my first time writing a post in someone's blog.
It feels strange when I am writing here.
There are thousand and one things I would like to pen down here, but this is not my blog and I cannot do it.
So, I decided to write a simple post, which would be the first post to be written in Chinese in his (Calvin) blog.

He came to Tokyo because he had some events to attend in the Malaysian Embassy.
Since we are both Malaysians, I let him to stay over at my place during those few days.
Besides, it costs a lot to stay in the hotel.
Even though the fact is that my place is quite a distance from the embassy.

During this few days, I brought him to some interesting place in Tokyo, which I have never been there myself.
It was a really interesting trip.
However, there are places which we both cannot go because we are both guys; like Disney for instance. How can-lah, right?
We went for some Electronic and IT fair of Japan at Makuhari and shopped at the electronice devices paradise in Akibahara.
At night, we went to Odaiba, a man-make island and see the Rainbow Bridge there.
Well, these are just some unimportant scribbles here.
I just wanna tell everyone why he is here and why am I writing a post in his blog.

Ohh yea, the autumn has quietly come to me.
Living alone in cold weather, what is more for someone who is studying abroad alone.
Although it is only eighteen degree at night, (living alone) will make him feel colder than eighteen degree.
That is because living and studying alone, away from home is not an easy thing.
There are so much pressure, homesick feeling and many more.
Especially for us and besides, Japanese language is hard to learn.
After a few days, I feel that he is a nice person because he knows how to treasure other people.
How to give and take, to receive and reject.
I am also jealous of him, because there are so many people who love and give him support.

Saying all this, there is one thing which is the oddest of all.
One came from a Chinese-educated school, while the other was from an English-educated background.
So far, we have been getting on very well and I hope we could build on this friendship.
Our friendship is based on many coincidences.
But the most difficult thing between us is how we communicate.
Although we are both Malaysian, we also talk to each other in Japanese.
*collapse*
Because my command in English is poor, and he cannot speak very well in Chinese.

To be honest, I have a lot of stuff to tell and pen them down here.
But it is too difficult for me to write them here instantly.
Because I am a lazy fella.
By the way, he came to my place three days ago.
Time flies; he will be going back to Nagaoka in one more day.
Parting however, is a norm.
We must learn to live away from the clutch, we have to accept parting.

I feel really happy that we get to meet for several days.
I am not saying that I am not willing to let him go, neither am I saying he is not willing to let me go.
It is just that in these few days, I have a person to talk to, to consult with.
Sometimes, I feel that I am actually not alone,
Because I still have people to support me to fight and make my dream come true.

The wind is gone.
The sky has gotten dark.
A short Tokyo trip is heading towards its ending chapter, a full stop will be written down at Chiharadai Eki.
On Monday, he will go to that station, while I will be going to my university.
We have to say "Goodbye" in front of the station.
We have to return to our own life and continue our fight.
To give our best to make our life colourful.
Room 101 is going to be quiet again.
The laughter we had inside the room will disappear along with the time.

One last thing,
Friend, try your best.
I give you an invisible embrace.
And also some courage to face our unknown future.

Take care, Calvin
Thank you for coming into my life,
It has made my life more wonderful


by WinD

Anonymous said...

awwwwww......

sinye said...

winD, 加油!

i think you are just another 感性 guy and i don't think you're 孤身奋战.


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